look. everyone have their own problems. mine? hahaha. i'm a lazy girl, i love to waste time, i talk back when someone scolds me, i... can't save money. that's the biggest problem of all! well. maybe i never knew how hard money is earned. cause my parents just let me have money. when i run out of money. i can look for them and ask some from them. when i want to top up, i'll look for mom and she'll buy some for me. when i want something, they'll buy for me. so. i never saved money and i can't. mom never advised me to do so and i never had the intention to do it. kay. i'm a spoiled brat. i know. my parents spoiled me. but, being a spoiled brat is fun you know! you can have whatever you want. well, not all though. you dont have to worry about anything. well, except for some stuffs like scores and so on. dont have money? look for parents. i dont have to worry about that. but well. i'm not that free to go out with my friends ._. if going to malls, my parents let me go. but out of town? that's almost a big NO. the reasons are:

1. i'm just 14 (hell! im ALREADY 14. im not a baby anymore dad!)

2. i rely on others.

3. i cant make my own decision

4. im a cry baby.

5. i spend money anyhow i want.

6. i got lost in singapore twice. maybe when i was only like 4-7 years old :))

7. last year i went to jakarta only with my sister. we stayed in aunt's house. but i didn't contact my mom at all. i didn't call her or what so ever. :)) that's why she wont let me go. bahahahaa

8. i cant take care of myself. --

erh. well. that's some of them. there's just too much. i wont list them all. well. i asked dad when can i go to singapore with my friends. dad said when i'm 15 or 16. that's like 1 or 2 years to go. oh dad. why do you have to be so mean to your lil girl?! i was like begging to mom hoping that she'll NOD  her head. but still, she said no. :( look. maybe i do need a money like 300 bucks or something. that's like 2 million something in rupiah. i was hoping that they'll give me 500 bucks though :)) cause my mom gave my sist 500 bucks for a day trip D: that's so UNFAIR!!! okay. 300 bucks. we'll be staying like 2 days and 1 night. 70 bucks for the hotel room. so i still have 230. let's say. eat for 2 days i'll spend like 35 bucks? that gives me 195 bucks left. then 100 bucks for shopping. that includes souvenirs for mom dad and sister. and 95 for.. idk. erh. 300 bucks, tix excluded! so that means i'll need like 350 bucks. gosh. that's only 2.5 million something. can't i go?! it's like once in a lifetime experience mom!! huaaa. i wanna go!!!