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actually i dont feel like blogging today but i think i should cause i wont have time tomorrow maybe. so uh its the second last day of 2011. and things have been very bad in my life. ive been very annoying, i get easily fed up, i scold almost everyone, maybe, i lose my temper easily, im in really no mood to joke and stuff and everything is sooooooooooooooo screwed up. so tonight im gonna list down the stupid things ive done this year

bad things:
- ive been very rebellious
- ive been really annoying
- alskjf lkasjdklfj
- i really dont know what to write
- even though i had a lot
- a minute ago

kay. skip. so i lost my temper for no real reason, i get jealous easily, dang, and yaaah you knowwwww. ireally dontknowhowtoputthis. erh. kay. i talk back, i mean i talk back. arh! kay i talk back. to my mom and dad. they shout at me for my own sake and i just dont care and what i did was i walked away, slammed the door and just dont care. im so terrible. then i really have this erh emotional thing. i guess. i cant control my emotions. i get easily angry. i thought that was what every teenagers, especially girls, had. then right now, just now, i looked at this picture and i really feel so akls jfalkejralkjf. cant tell you why. then everything turned upside down.

then i start to think. what if im a grown up right now. would things turn out the way it used to be? like what im having right now. well, i was thinking that it would be better. like me in my house, alone, i have the things ive been wanting to own in my house. then my friends and family can come for some dinner together. that would be nice. forget it. this is stupid.

i really dont know what am i gonna write. i mean i have a lot of stuff to write but this is public. the whole world can read this -__-

kay. the things i must improve in 2012.
- i must study a lot. i wanna take up the science course
- hope that i wont talk back anymoreeeeee. ive been really trying hard
- some quiet time with God. the last one was 2 or 3 months ago. erh.
- stop using this -_- thingy. it sucks
- sarcasm
- erh. im gonna erase my wishlist soooon. very soon.
- shall not text in the church oh dear
- another one whole year without boyfriend. its fun though :))
- i wanna be happy
- i shall not talk back
- cry for help from God when i need one
- do the very best in my life in order to serve God. that's the only thing i can do right now
- LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!!! I ALMOST FORGOT LOL

im done here maybe.

merry christmas to all of you who are reading my blog. best wishes for 2012. do improve your life in 2012. have a fun new year eve and uh enjoy. see you all in the year 2012. :)

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Who am I?
My name is Grace Elizabeth. My surname is Lie. According to Wikipedia, it is the 2nd top most surname.

How old am I and when is my birthday?
I am 18 as of this year, 2015. I was born on March 30, 1997 on a sunny Sunday. Currently accepted to Universitas Pelita Harapan, Jakarta.

Who taught me english?
I got into private school since first grade. In Indonesia, chinese hardly go to public schools. We had teachers from Philippines who speak fluent english and on second grade, I had a best friend who speaks only english so using english is the only way to communicate. My dad speaks english. I had a sort of an older sister in my church who speaks english too. I never had any english tuition. So, I sort of eat and breath english when I was young.

What made me blog?
Umh. I just find blogging interesting. You know, talk about what happened today, this week, this month. But not posting too personal stuff and secrets. I don't think that's a professional thing to do. Even though you delete it afterwards, the server still have all those data. That's not a thing to write. Everyone is reading it. If you guys read my first posts in this blog, you'll notice how crappy my english was, people make mistakes dude. Move on. Don't judge people over small stuff.

Are there anyone viewing/reading my blog?
blessed to say that there are people around the world reading my blog.

What do I want to be when I grow up?
I promise I'll tell in the future, not now.

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